My Apologies & Fuck Yous

I'm sorry I'm not out at the bar like everyone else my age, sleeping with random strangers and puking up my dignity the next morning.

I'm sorry my life isn't interesting to anyone, not even me.

I'm sorry my life didn't turn out the way I wanted it to but I wouldn't change it.

I'm sorry I didn't fuck everything up for you.

I'm sorry having a child has such a bad stigma for people my age even though I'm a better mother then most people twice my age.

I'm sorry that keeping in touch with me is so hard yet sometimes not hard at all. Pick up the phone, jump on yahoo, myspace, facebook and there I am.

I'm sorry I have no friends besides my Internet moms.

I'm sorry if the above statement sounds lame to you.

I'm sorry that I try and I get nothing in return.

I'm sorry that my husband and I actually get along.

I'm sorry that nothing I do is good enough whether it's physical, mental or emotional.

I'm sorry I'm not the person you want me to be.